Posted by Susan47 on April 11, 2005, at 14:48:55
Last summer I learned that like other women, I, too, have a G-spot. Mm-hm. And like Ada said earlier in writing, well, I finally feel like I "got it". At this advanced age, it almost feels like a shame. And I have no one but myself in my sex life, me and my imagination. So I've learned to take my imagination and the tiny moments I grab out of real life, and make a sex life for myself. And it's wonderful. And it's at the point where now I can think of this guy, and take some of those real and imagine things, and almost have an orgasm just from thought alone. It's wonderful, incredible. And it only happens when I feel good about myself, really good, like almost manic good.. hypo. Anyway, I strive to keep myself that way, and not being able to do that is such a comedown. I am completely addicted, for days at a time, to the idea of sex, of having sex with a desirable man, and him finding me desirable too. I've never once ever been really comfortable with my body, although there's nothing wrong with it, really, I don't think. I used to always think it was ugly.. well, from about hm... actually I didn't always used to think that.
What happened.
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