Posted by Jess24 on July 16, 2004, at 2:20:39
In reply to Re: Deeprooted issues » Jess24, posted by partlycloudy on July 15, 2004, at 17:09:58
How wonderful to see a reply - thank you!! I am glad that things have eventually worked out for you and yes, I can relate to the 20+ years - believe me if I had to tell you all you would think that I have made it up. I have been involved with men that have committed suicide and I've ended up getting the blame, men that have tried to commit suicide. Womanisers, just horrible horrible men - they all share the same trait though, want to control. They start off by saying the most wonderful things to me but then once they get to know me and see that I am actually a very giving person, the trouble starts. They start putting me down, making me feel soo bad - I do recognise this and end it before it goes too far but I still end up being so hurt confused, angry and oh so many emotions.
Will chat later if that's okay - just wish I could get over this horrible ache in my heart - surely there are people out there that are genuinely kind and caring - why do they come across like that when they're not.
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