Posted by SandyWeb on June 6, 2004, at 13:20:58
In reply to oh dear » SandyWeb, posted by octopusprime on June 6, 2004, at 12:43:06
It was hard to read those messages from last night. I knew I was messed up, but I didn't realize quite how badly. I'm not sure what half of the comments mean. I wouldn't want those to be the last words I ever said.
I understand about the police. I didn't last night, of course, but I thank you for looking over my shoulder for me. The police had no idea, though. After I finally let them in (they were pounding by the time I opened the door....how embarrassing to look back on), I dimmed the lights and sat down. I only spoke in monosyllables because I knew I wouldn't be able to talk properly. I remember saying my name was Sandra Wepper. That was when I knew I had better shut up. Anyways, they really weren't interested. They really only spent about 2 minutes with me. She made me verbally agree not to do anything to myself after they left. And then the 3 of them walked out. I can't imagine what would have happened if I'd gone to the hospital. I was really messed up.
I don't know what I may have said in Open last night. Please forgive me if I said anything wrong. I could hardly even read what was being typed.
I still can't believe last night. That must have been the closest yet. Now I know.
Again, I'm sorry for causing you any concern. I'm not even sure why I came to Babble last night, but I guess it turned out to be a life saver.
Sandy
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