Posted by SandyWeb on June 5, 2004, at 23:00:41
In reply to Someone Email Me Please, posted by SandyWeb on June 3, 2004, at 23:45:06
Thanks for the 2 messages I received. I was so much in need to talk with someone that night....and I can see, from days later, just how much I'm worth. I understand how fed up you guys are with me. I get the message. I've always gotten the message.
I don't know how to deal with an eviction notice. I've never recived one before in my 39-years.
Can you guys do a favor for me? The oes who know me. Pleae contact Cst. Andrew MacVivor and Cst. Rov MacMullin. You know the oilice department. I don't thnnk they are back on duty until Monday the 7th. It'll be all over by then...but....coud someone please get in touch with them and ask that maybe they could heep an eye on my kids. I don't now how they will react, and I would kihe the ilice tobe a good impact on the,.
I feel like throwing up. I actually had a motel room rented for tonight, but decided in the last minute hat the money coud be spent on better things. Such as the one onth of rent that I missed because of Welfare being cut off, and then being 2 months ate in other bills. There;s my excuse. Everyone needs an excuse, right?
I get the point. I'm down...and ten I eventaully get "yp"....but life just punches me down again. I get it, okay? Even when others wouldn't email me back....I realizze how much people likeme.
I was going o send an emial to me cop "angels". Bit, I *think* that they are off duty until OMonday moring. I feel like I'm going to throw up. I've been drinking and popping pils. I'm not sure why it never works. I can't see he keybortd any more. And if the pills don't work, then I'v got a day with the cast if the city. I can't leep my eyes open!! It is time. How did I ever veer away from the original plan? Oh, that's right. Because the kind=hearted Rob interveened with the police and hospital. He gave me two extra months to have my wothlessness thrown in my aface.
And no one emailed me when I REALLY needed yo vonnect with someone. My bosy was actually shaking. YTjanks for the comfort. Yeah, right. Only 3 peopje emailed....showing just how exhausted people are with me. I can't even readthe screen now.
I have los everything. I hope someone will get in touch with my 2 angels when they are back on duty. They will be helped through this. They are cognizant to the fact that ...and now I've lost my trin of thought.
My daughter is spending the night at a friends. I was going to hold that group. I'm not sure what is going on. Sorry for all the drama I've brought into my life to lay at your geet.
What what episeensI know I wont b abe to wakj once the pills wear off. And if that hapopens, I've got a rzor blade nearby. Why did Dr. Rovert stop visiting me? Because
O hav4 to prtform a citicy for the ER? I was going to arrange for a night's pellow for the night.
I Rob, I see you at the smokes counter. I didn't know that you smoke. Shame, shame. How the kids are here. G howwell. I feel bad for sending all those employees.
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