Posted by SandyWeb on June 6, 2004, at 2:21:26
In reply to Re: Sandy dear, come to Open. We're here!, posted by SandyWeb on June 6, 2004, at 1:58:16
I really have to leave this board now. (Big round of happy cheering for that!). The whole thing is id that I didn't want to be alone wjem O ge;; a;leep. I'm not good ith foing things by muself.
I do not like doimg xomething, and then it gets interfered with. I can;t keep feeling this way. It makes me feel worse and wose and worse. 2 more weeks and wehave to be packed upo and gone. I haven;t even told the kids yet. They won't even be able to finsih the school year here. I hate lying to people. I can't deal with the eviction. Gosh darn it, I *know* nothing us going to happen tnugt. The cops made me give a veral guarantee that I would't do anuthing tinught a they left. I can;t stand this. Another day. Yu gave me anotehr day. I am so messed up. I should just do it now. She was so smug in thinking that I'd lee[ thje premose/ I have nothing to lose. U guess I can wait another day. So I fuess gat neabs I can gpo to bed now. I knoe I'll sleeo a long long time. O really don't want to wake up to the world I live in.
No more messages. Thry mkae me do thingd I fon't want to do.
Off to bed, To eakr up to a world again that I fon't belong in.
poster:SandyWeb
thread:327575
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20040602/msgs/354194.html