Posted by TexasChic on June 4, 2004, at 13:45:21
In reply to Re: What is wrong with me???, posted by AuntieMel on June 4, 2004, at 13:14:49
That's probably what I'll do. I'll just go and leave when I want. I just wish she would express that she wants me to come.
I think that maybe I'm looking for acceptance and approval, but I know my attitude makes it less desirable to be around me, thus sabatoging myself.
I know part of this has to do with the end of a friendship of mine that happened a few months ago. She apparently had issues with me the whole eight years we were friends, and just never said anything. And for me, that is the worst thing you could do. All I can think about is how she must have talked with other people behind my back. I totally trusted her and thought she would be completely truthful with me. I thought our friendship was so happy and healthy.
So now, I guess I'm a little gun shy. I just wish I could quit caring so much about what the people I choose as my friends think of me.
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