Posted by All Done on April 23, 2004, at 12:11:44
Well, I’ve been trying my hardest to do a 10, but I only get this far:
1. My husband wrote a reminder note to me this morning and drew not one but two hearts on it when he signed it.
Then, I start all the negative thinking. I don’t understand this. Just one week ago, I was feeling really good. Now, I can’t seem to get back to that. I don’t feel totally miserable, but I’m having a lot of difficulty finding the good in anything.
Although my husband and I are doing okay now, we had an argument this week and on top of that he is resisting continuing couple’s therapy. My son developed a cold, which is triggering his asthma and that always gets me pretty down. I don’t feel like individual therapy has been that beneficial lately and I’m still having difficulty finding a new pdoc. My job is something akin to Chinese water torture and I have no new leads for getting out. My mom has dumped some pretty difficult-to-deal-with news on me and hey, guess what? I don’t know how to deal with it. My friend had a miscarriage and I’m so terribly sad for her. I’m feeling (without any evidence) that my other friends are mad at me. And for some reason, it’s not an anniversary or anything, I’ve been missing my dad like crazy.
All I can keep asking myself is what on Earth do I have to whine about? So many people have problems much more serious than this so why am I feeling so blue? It never fails, though, I should have seen this coming last week :(.
Sorry. Maybe I just needed to get this out of my system. I hope.
Thanks for listening,
All Done
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