Posted by firstglazegirl on March 26, 2004, at 9:58:54
In reply to I'm a newbie:wondering about suicide?, posted by firstglazegirl on March 25, 2004, at 11:47:15
I made it thru one more nite, I haven't started feeling the effects of the higher doses of effexor, and lithobid, but I made it thru. I have to say thank you to GG, J, JN, S, KK, & SDJ, all your words of wisdom, made me pause and consider what my loved ones would feel, if I left that second. I hear so many different versions of why I'm so depressed, my DR. said my med levels were way to low, so he upped them, ALOT. My mom, who has been Bipolar, for ever, has quit her meds a couple months ago, and now tells me its the meds, and that I need a job, as if I could even begin to do a job, much less hold one, at this point, thank God my fiancee makes enough to keep us going. My daughters therapist told me yesterday, that he doesn't think my Sis, is at peace, which has totally thrown me for a loop, since that's what has been keeping me at peace with myself. So, I made it one more day anyway, and today, I can't make any promises, but today I'll try to make it one more day!!I'm going to call my case mgr. and ask for some suicide survivor grief groups, that I can try! As well as a good therapist for me!! So , thank you again, and I'll definately keep reading and posting here, because I think you all understand how I feel!
FGG
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