Posted by kara lynne on December 18, 2003, at 2:23:16
In reply to Had a *BAD* crisis (WARNING-this is graphic), posted by socialdeviantjeff on December 18, 2003, at 2:02:21
hi socialdeviant,
you did nothing wrong in posting, except to clarify that you must get help. I don't know what your cicumstances are financially, but when your dad witnesses you cutting yourself until you bleed, does he just let that pass?
Who could you find to talk to, maybe there is a facility in your area where you wouldn't have to pay too much to get some badly needed counseling if you are in emergency circumstances?I wish you did have somewhere else you could go when you are triggered so intensely; hopefully you will be able to work that out with someone--and soon--so you don't have to go through this kind of agony again anytime soon. 99% is a good record, but it sounds like they get you completely with that 1%. Enough to warrent a search into any social services that might be offered near your 'hood.
Sorry you had such a hard night, fellow deviant.
Kara
poster:kara lynne
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