Posted by kara lynne on September 18, 2003, at 19:01:59
In reply to Re: Just Say No » kara lynne, posted by fallsfall on September 17, 2003, at 21:19:12
Hi falls,
Yes it does help. My counselor was reminding me yesterday of that so-obvious dynamic where you remember all the good and forget the pain. I keep thinking maybe this is more painful, so what's the point. She reminded me you can't get only the good and I'd be right back where I started in no time.But it's just relentless, whatever this pull is. That he and only he, the only one I can't get it from, is the only one that can make it better. You can tell me I'm the only one who can make it better but I just don't get that on a visceral level.
Sometimes I think maybe talking to him would make it easier. I would remember who he is and why he's not good for me. This white knuckling thing seems pointless after awhile. Sigh. I really don't know.
I do have some tranqs but they don't mix well with some other meds I'm taking.
thanks for the cheer.
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