Posted by Emme on June 30, 2003, at 23:23:13
In reply to Emme, posted by Miller on June 30, 2003, at 13:19:24
Hi Miller,
> Yes, the time in the hospital benefitted me greatly. I do, however, think that if (at the time) I had been seeing a therapist that understood me better, I may not have ended up there at all. I am working with a therapist now who does understand me. Although I still have ups and downs, I can see the improvement.
I'm glad you have a good therapist now.
> And yes, my family-in-law does a have a great understanding of what I am going through. However, my husband doesn't. THAT is difficult for me. I hope you have a support team for yourself. Of course, there is always this forum.
That must be tough -very frustrating and isolating for you (and maybe for him as well if he can't understand what's going on.) Does your husband try to be supportive even if he doesn't fully get it?
Last week was scary. I didn't end up going to the hospital. I periodically have these "mood crashes", a lot like the "whoosh, down the rabbit hole" described below. My therapist has been away. But my pdoc has been great. We agreed on some minor medication changes and she has had me call her every day. I know she really feels bad that I feel bad, and her compassion helps. I'm going for a second opinion with someone she recommended (she's quite competent but likes to get a second opinion sometimes). I have to wait a month for it and it'll be really pricey. It will probably be worth it to get some fresh ideas.
I have nice friends - some with mood disorders. But somehow, the support I get from my therapist and pdoc bolster me up better. I guess they understand the best.
This week is starting out better - let's see if it lasts. I still feel breakable. I think everyone here does.....
> You always have our best wishes. All of us understand the pain and frustration of these illnesses. Anything you may be uncomfortable speaking publically about, can be discussed in private most of the time. Just ask and most of us will give private email. Me included. :)
Thanks. I appreciate the kind wishes and willingness to e-mail. Same goes for me also. If you want my e-mail address, let me know.
Emme
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