Re: Sienna

Posted by sienna on March 15, 2003, at 21:13:18

In reply to Re: Sienna, posted by Dinah on March 12, 2003, at 21:42:11

Hi Dinah,
Yeah i always feel like a kid and everyone things im way younger than i am. and I feel soooo young and helpless.
My last and final plan is just that. I don tknow how to take care of myself and have failed miserably off and on for as long as ive been alive. And im on temporary disability that ends soon well in may adn hopefully ill find an summer job that isnt too stressful, but im scared to death. And if I cant make it this time then i will just die. I dont want to and I hope it doesnt happen. but i know its the truth. i dont know how anyone really survives.
I dont really believe that im going to make it. I keep living and enjoying what i can, but theres no part of me that believes im going to make it to age 30. (Im 28 right now). I just dont feel like I can handle anything and I dont know how to learn how. IM scared of everything and everyone. Im unstable. I dont want to die.
but i dont know how to fix it.
Sienna

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