Posted by Kar on December 11, 2002, at 17:06:21
In reply to Re: Oh gee, sorry » Kath, posted by gabbix2 on December 11, 2002, at 12:47:00
Gabbix2,
You don't give yourself enough credit! Doesn't seem out of proportion at all. Your post could
have been written by me (except that you're a better writer, methinks)!
I'm bp, 32, currently doing fine but so stinkin' frustrated because I know that this is only because we just adjusted a dosage. And that I probably have about a week of feeling good and then I'll crash again. And we'll tweak again. And so on...And I don't get it either...>seems I'm always going to the Dr to get "propped up" aa little more.
Are you my not-as-evil twin? i guess that was presumptious... :D
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>I don't understand the rules
That's so eloquently put. And it doesnt seem as if there are rules, does it? Cuz we would've figured them out long ago.Do you feel like killing yourself on the really bad days? You don't have to answer...but I don't get that way when I'm rotten. I wanna sleep just to be not-awake. But not to cease existence because I know it will get better.
Problem is that while it gets better, it in turn gets worse eventually.
>whiner, which I do,
Nope.Do you mind telling me what you take? Curious...
Hope you're popping out of it soon and not feeling so "bonky"!
Karen
poster:Kar
thread:33047
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