Posted by gabbix2 on December 11, 2002, at 12:47:00
In reply to Re: The end - Gabbi, posted by Kath on December 10, 2002, at 13:31:52
That was I think my cryptic plea to the universe.
In one of my nameless grief blinded, worn out by depression and medication and feelings-that -are way- out of proportion- to whats happenning episodes.
I still don't get it.
The cycles happen so fast, seems I'm always going to the Dr to get "propped up" aa little more.
Wanting to just get out cause I don't understand the rulesIt sounds terribly like teenage angst except I'm in my 30's.
I made a promise I wouldn't kill myself, so on those days where I'm really angry at having to keep that promise, I go really bonky.
Then I think I sound like a whiner, which I do, except I wouldn't sound like a whiner if I was allowed out.. so I'm alive and whining.Not very productive....
Thank-you for asking though.
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