Posted by Mair on May 17, 2002, at 23:02:08
In reply to Re: Mistakes we make (rambling) » paxvox, posted by Kar on May 17, 2002, at 22:29:06
Kar - I think pax was just responding to my situation - I'm obviously working. When I was far less functioning than I am now and just starting out on meds I used to drag myself into work everyday, close the door to my office and pretty much stare out the window for hours. I might get one small thing done. I certainly moved alot of papers around. I didn't want to stop working because that actually seemed to take more resolve and effort (I'd have had to get caught up and organized to leave) and I was a little afraid that then I would just sit home all day and make myself even more depressed. Now I question that decision - I think I paid a price for poor performance - both tangible and in terms of my own self image.
My therapist and I very briefly looked into the SS disability angle several months ago, and concluded that I wouldn't qualify, although I don't remember why we concluded that. I have a disability policy too but I don't think benefits kick in until I've been out of work for 30 days - it's not like I can't do my work - I just can't do it as effectively as I'd like, and it sure takes a toll. Were you able to get SS benefits? I've heard the process can be a real nightmare.
Mair
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