Posted by akc on September 14, 2001, at 20:17:36
My mom is back in the hospital. And all the cancer treatment she painfully endured -- the tumor has grown, so it appears to have not helped at all. I'm too weary. I'm going to keep going for my mother. But there is not much other reason -- I'm too alone, in too much pain, unable it appears to make the changes necessary to even begin to make life worth a little bit living. I just can't stand the pain much longer -- I really can't take it. I can't take the pain inside me -- and I can't take the pain out there.
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