Posted by NikkiT2 on January 30, 2001, at 11:08:09
I just spoke with my pdoc about how I'm feeling (basically terrible!! I'm not being sick anymore, but my moods and anxiety level is appalingly bad - I just want to shive a knife through my forehead kinda feeling)
Anyway, I've made an appointment to see him friday, and he said if I'm not feeling any better by then, he's going to hospitalise me as I really *should* be feeling better.
This just kinda sounds like a threat to me, and you know what will happen - I'll pretend everything is OK just to avoid being shoved into hospital.
I wuldn't mind going to day hospital as much, but everyone I know int he UK has told me how much worse hospital made them - being lumped in with all the "really" mad people! (The mental health system in the UK is pretty appalling...).
help. I don't feel I'd cope with it, so what can I do.. Plus, I ahve been given my final, final warning at work today after being 3 hours late (I did call in) due to a really nasty panic attack.
Wish I could put my life on "pause" for a wile, till I can deal with it all again.
Nikki x
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