Posted by ksvt on February 2, 2001, at 16:45:28
In reply to Re: Damned pdoc...., posted by mars on February 2, 2001, at 15:46:41
>Mary - Are you all right? K
Sorry I haven't been around, sweet Nikki. I know how it is with bad pdocs (I just got yanked into the hospital last night, but after a 6-hour wait at least the social worker was decent and suggested that I just need to find another pdoc. )
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> Don't give up. Take your notes, and maybe a gecko or two???
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> mars
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> > I just spoke with my pdoc about how I'm feeling (basically terrible!! I'm not being sick anymore, but my moods and anxiety level is appalingly bad - I just want to shive a knife through my forehead kinda feeling)
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> > Anyway, I've made an appointment to see him friday, and he said if I'm not feeling any better by then, he's going to hospitalise me as I really *should* be feeling better.
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> > This just kinda sounds like a threat to me, and you know what will happen - I'll pretend everything is OK just to avoid being shoved into hospital.
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> > I wuldn't mind going to day hospital as much, but everyone I know int he UK has told me how much worse hospital made them - being lumped in with all the "really" mad people! (The mental health system in the UK is pretty appalling...).
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> > help. I don't feel I'd cope with it, so what can I do.. Plus, I ahve been given my final, final warning at work today after being 3 hours late (I did call in) due to a really nasty panic attack.
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> > Wish I could put my life on "pause" for a wile, till I can deal with it all again.
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> > Nikki x
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