Posted by nutsandmore on October 11, 2006, at 0:27:47
In reply to Stuck in my own head, posted by rjlockhart on August 3, 2006, at 16:09:31
I can't beleive that i found someone else that is really stuck in their head. I haven't told anyone yet, and i have read lots of posts here, i am new probably a week or so. I have really bad anxiety issues and lots of them are just in my head things that i create maybe i don't know. I live in my mind and the world around me is not really there, i live like in a dream state. I live a life though on the outside. Im almost 30, married, 2 kids and in college. On the outside seemingly normal, but in my head I've never known normal, i just want to be alone to think, to live in my thoughts where things happen the way that i want them to and nothing else matters. I dont even know how i got there, but i cant get out of it, it is making me crazy now, now that i have been there for so long. I can't sleep at night, for this other world, its the only time i get to live there, and i like it there. During the day, i carry on like normal and do all my chores and bla bla, but the whole time in my head im somewhere else doing other things. All this crossways thinking has made me insane. I'm not sure if thats quite what you are experiencing, but im almost sure thats how it started, if i knew a way to help you i would. I am seeking therapy, but its not helping, they put me on remeron and it only made me worse. Any time you want to talk though feel free, i can relate to what you are going through if no one else can. I hate stores and waiting rooms, and going to class, which now im only net classes because i cant take it, i panic out or something. I dont know how to act around people, dont even care if i see people they do me no good. I will try too help any way i can, if they tell me something in therapy i will relate it to you. Sharon
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