Posted by rjlockhart on August 3, 2006, at 16:09:31 [reposted on August 6, 2006, at 10:05:55 | original URL]
Well,
I dont know what to start with exept misery. And i am always paranoid what i say will come true.
I dont want to say i hate my life because i am just superstitious that it will actaully come true, even though before i have yelled it many times.
I dont talk, i dont what the danm to talk about to anyone, well i do, but danmmit, im so frustrated, i was raised by my mom, and had no dad, new dad came we had problems.....im almost 20, well near it. Dont know how to relate to people in conversations, know in detail what to say. I dont feel "stimulated" to. Verbally Inhibited, like there are some people here that i want to talk to but dont know really what to say. There are people who do post to my post, but i dont get very controversal.
I work, but i dont even feel, i feel i have left, not talk to my family members and i feel so incredibly bad about it.
How do i get out of this pit im in my head.
Matt
poster:rjlockhart
thread:674246
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