Posted by corafree on August 28, 2006, at 13:43:14
In reply to Re: Love - I Finally Pushed It Out of Reach » Phillipa, posted by Phillipa on August 26, 2006, at 20:23:08
U already know I'm back online, but it isn't easy.
I'm not able to afford to get someone to help me so am pretty vulnerable to spy/virus out there.
I know it's on me. I feel like I'm using him somehow. Then again, he uses me also.
I called him this a.m. and he was off to a job. I awoke w/ breakthrough pain reminding me that it was useless for me to even look for a job. It's hard to know 'what another really does day to day' living apart.
I know he's not attending NA.
I think you're right; believe one NEEDS to want, almost, hate, 'a drug', before they are on the way to being clean, ... but, yet, there are those who are 'forced/caught midstream and thrown into programs' and quit also.
hopeallwell, cf
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