Posted by honeybee on June 12, 2006, at 22:23:43
In reply to Re: (((llrrrpp))) » curtm, posted by llrrrpp on June 11, 2006, at 21:58:53
Zzzzzz isn't too bad! Sometimes, I rather prefer the dream world. Even when it doesn't make sense, it seems to have such a linear narrative. There's not as much confusing extraneous stuff--plus, I can fly.
Tonight was so nice. I went to the therapist this afternoon and he did some weird stuff to me (acupuncture, hemisync) and made some of the distortion/dissonance dissipate from my head (it's a weird kind of head-achy feeling). I don't know how. But when I walked home it was just a glimmer away from my old self. And I saw my husband sleeping (so I was hanging out with a friend in the interval), I felt like I could really see him and connect with him for the first time in so, so long. Sigh. It's so nice to have these windows of clarity.
Llrrrpp, of course we're shooting for 100% (as 100% as 100% can be with a memory of depression). I've got a very good feeling about you, ladykins. I really do.
big hugs.
hb
p.s. My friend who I saw tonight was showing me pictures he took when he was visiting his cousin in Damascus. Yowzers. That's a beautiful city. And did you know it's the most continuously lived in city in the world? Supposedly 7000 years. Well we're talking people, of course. Not just regular critters... : )
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