Posted by alesta on January 31, 2006, at 14:49:13
In reply to Re: my relationship (long, blah), posted by jonquiljo on January 29, 2006, at 14:54:37
thank you jon for your mature, wonderful advice and empathy. always much appreciated! thanks.:-) you are very kind. i intend to refer back to these posts when things aren't going so well..well, i'm doing okay right now. i am used to having so many bad things to deal with at once, so *only* having an abusive relationship and nothing else bad at the moment...well..it could be much worse i guess lol.:) i'm trying to find some new ways of dealing with this...he just disgusts me now..he reminds me of a big black spider. (i've dreamed about a large black spider 2 nights in a row....i think it symbolizes how he controls and intimidates, how he sucks the life out of me, and i feel trapped in this 'sticky' relationship. also there is a darkness and emptiness/coldness about him. but, i've seen worse.)
thanks again,:-)
amy
poster:alesta
thread:603383
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