Posted by fairywings on September 25, 2005, at 17:34:13
In reply to I feel like a freak..., posted by TexasChic on September 20, 2005, at 17:09:27
I'm so sorry you feel this way, but you know i think your post sound like so many ppl, not just ppl on babble, but everywhere. if you google PTSD, or childhood trauma, you'll find that it's a major problem. You're in good company, lots of ppl share the same feelings of low self esteem and inadequacy, even if they don't show it outwardly.
Do you have a therapist? I'd say that might be a good start. And felicity was right, finding something you're interested in, where you're likely to meet ppl who interest you, is a great place to start. volunteer work, like if you like dogs, how about raising a "Seeing eye dog"/"Pilot" dog? Think of volunteer work where you're likely to meet more men than women, knitting booties for babies is honorable, but you're not likely to meet many men. ; ) If you're outdoorsy, running or biking clubs are good, the sierra club has activities, stuff like that.
good luck! and don't feel bad about yourself, get out there and seize the day!
fw
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