Posted by TexasChic on September 20, 2005, at 17:09:27
I'm 35 and never had really any type of relationship with a guy. I've had a couple of one night stands, and that's it. I feel so desperate.
I know the reason for it, I was so depressed for years and had such low self esteem triggered by a disfunctional childhood. But that's not exactly something you can tell someone.
I've never even been on a real date. I don't know what to do, I feel so sad and screwed up. I know I'm at least semi-attractive. I just feel like something's wrong with me. I find myself so jealous of other people that have a significant other. I don't even know what that's like.
I feel like I will die alone.
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