Posted by Susan47 on August 29, 2005, at 12:18:47
In reply to Re: Relationship with Myself .. May Trigger, Sex, posted by crazy teresa on August 29, 2005, at 10:43:57
Actually about half the tent seems to be netting, quite a bit.. but it's a summertime tent.. with a tarp I could make it go year-round But then you couldn't see the stars. So maybe I can only do this in the heat of full summer. Oh man, what I wouldn't give for that to happen.. it will. I'll make it happen, somehow and soon with someone special, someone I can enjoy the experience with, and there's a lot of Nature Boys out there, I know that. I just need to find me one!
I used to date this guy, photographry was his major hobbby.. walking down the street a couple of days ago, I remembered exactly how he looked, walked, what he wore, how his voice sounded, the way he used to laugh and say things, what his hands looked like and it was like he was there with me again, and I was enjoying his sexuality and our relationship on a different level, from the future. I began to realize how much a part my past has played, in my present, in creating who I am. It's pretty interesting, seeing things from that perspective.
I'm smoking a lot of mj this last week. It's making me extremely creative and sexual and very.. Me.
But I have to stop, soon, because it gets expensive on not just the budget, but the brainpower as well.
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to reveal that. But I think it might've been obvious, in any case, from the stuff I've been saying. Sigh. How're you doing crazy teresa? What's the latest stuff in your life?
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