Posted by AdaGrace on July 1, 2005, at 11:08:57
In reply to I pretend to be asleep, posted by AdaGrace on June 29, 2005, at 16:18:54
I am stuck because I refuse to hurt anyone.
Yeah, I blame him for my alcoholism.
I use alcohol as an excuse.And yes Uncle Lou, I hate myself.
I hate me with a vengful passion like no other.And the only thing that makes me feel like I can cope with myself and everyone else is alcohol.
Guess that statement just confirms yours. Bully for you. You're not the first to tell me and you won't be the last. It will eventually kill me. I'll let it consume me. What else is there to do? It's not like I have a life or anything. Not likly to change anytime soon. Not like I'm going to hit rock bottom in the gutter one of these days. Just gonna find me face down in the pillow like in that song Whiskey Lullaby.
People should never really put faith in other people.
People should never think that love is real.And people should NEVER say it when they don't mean it.
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