Posted by jenn007 on February 28, 2005, at 23:33:06
I dont know what to write or how to describe it, but i cant take anymore. Right now, i would give anything for a hug and a chance to be "weak". So much has been expected of me since I was a child. I have no emotional support, no one to talk to. my mom would just tell me to get over it, that i dont know what stress is. or something like that. my dad, well i cant tell you the last time he called me. except to borrow money or something to support his drinking. my stepdad is great, but i dont want to worry him. my best friend just moved away. my b/f says hes moving out.
i am 27 and i feel like i am having a meltdown. is that possible??? i made a doctor appointment for thurs b/c i feel empty and sad. moody. my b/f says i am lazy, selfish and mean. i am an ER nurse, i work hard. always have. i would do anything for anyone and i take good care of him too. i am a new mom also.
i know i am rambling, but my head is foggy. any suggestions, please. im desperate. thanks, jenn
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