Posted by alexandra_k on February 20, 2005, at 3:11:54
In reply to Re: trigger » anastasia56, posted by alexandra_k on February 20, 2005, at 3:06:41
Ok so to be fair I did quite like him to start with. We agreed that we didn't want to be together long term. Going in different directions. Too much of an age difference. We got on okay as friends though, and there was a chemistry there.
But over time I saw that there was much about him that wasn't good for me. His lifestyle. His view of people. He is more messed up than he realises.
Over time I didn't really want to sleep with him anymore. But sometimes I would freak out. Sometimes he wants time for himself. But I could stay no problem so long as I slept with him.
Funny kind of arrangement I suppose.
But I have been feeling more and more like I don't really want to do that with him.
And realised that he isn't such a great friend as I thought.
And he has many annoying little habits. I am realising that he is always appraising people sexually. You can follow his eyes. He disgusts me now. I know that is a horrible thing to say. But it is true.
What did I get myself into?
I dunno. But it has to stop.
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