Posted by Susan47 on February 8, 2005, at 13:32:24
In reply to Re: yes, back to childhood, posted by sunny10 on February 8, 2005, at 11:56:31
Yes, but everyone's interpretation of what I said confuses me because I'm not the brightest light bulb in the bunch, of course everybody already knows that about me anyway. What I'm trying to communicate is more than reflection, though, Sunny, it goes deeper than that. It's a feeling, a feeling of worth that some of us don't remember feeling all our adult lives. Even most of childhood, really, I had to go back to being about six years old, and someone else gave me back that feeling, because by the time I was six I'd already lost the feeling, the feeling of being a powerful being. Someone with talents, abilities, and yes, confidence too. The confidence that came with taking my first step, understanding speech, seeing beauty in the world around me. That confidence, and the desire to live that comes with that confidence.
Adagrace, and sometimes all of us here, we lose that desire because we don't feel the confidence anymore. And the hope that comes with the confidence, it's gone too.Oh, (((Adagrace ))). Where are you today lovey?
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