Posted by saw on November 10, 2004, at 3:03:58
In reply to Re: Sometimes When You Need a Hug, posted by AdaGrace on November 9, 2004, at 7:28:24
<<<I sometimes wonder why I can't be alone without being lonely. I craved for alone time durring my children's early years. I still long for alone bathroom time. No locks go unlocked at my house. But it seems like I am a child again, turning on all the lights, the radio and the tv when I am alone in the house. When I am alone, my mind goes back to things that I would rather not think about, but because there is noone to talk to, it's all I do. Clothes go unwashed, floors unswept, beds unmade. And I sit and drink, and think. Drink and think. Is that another movie line? Not sure. Reminds me of a line I had in a school play in high school.
Sit and rock,
sit and rock,sit
and
rot.
Ada depressed with not much Grace >>>
Good grief AdaGrace. I shivered when I read this. You are me, me is you, we is us.My first husband would not allow me to close the bathroom door let alone lock it. If I did close it, he would beat off the toilet.
Now closing the bathroom door is the only time, the ONLY time, that I crave being alone without being lonely.
Sabrina
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