Posted by AdaGrace on November 7, 2004, at 14:54:50
Sometimes you just need a hug, and the only one you really want a hug from is no longer around.
And the one who will give you a hug, gives his hugs with conditions.
I guess I'll just hug my dog. She licks my face, but I don't care. Those sad eyes of hers says it all.
I love you no matter what you are, no matter what you have done, no matter what you look like, and no matter if you love me back. I will always love you. IF only humans would love the way a pet loves.
To not dial the phone is a struggle every day, but today, just when I thought I was getting used to not toughing that dial.....I find my eyes straying over to the phone. Is there ever an easier time in life.
I wish holding me was the one thing someone could do for me whenever I needed it. But I've pushed so hard that one isn't here, and the other is afraid to hold me. And then the children are scared as well.
Where is the end to the pain. I don't see it yet.
Is turning 40 sealing my fate.
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