Posted by dazedandconfused on October 18, 2004, at 8:08:12
In reply to Re: I miss him » dazedandconfused, posted by AdaGrace on October 17, 2004, at 12:58:36
AdaGrace,
It seems strange to have this much pain over something like this doesn't it? I try to be rational and just accept that he doesn't care about me the same way I care about him. Sounds good...but it still hurts. I recently found out that he has started dating someone and even that hurts. Coincidentally, that is about the time he quit returning phone calls/ emails.Were you depressed before all this happened? Were you depressed when you met him? What about during the relationship?
Sadly, I have suffered from depression all my life. With him, I briefly perked up for a while, but the depression afterwards, along with the guilt has nearly killed me. Unbelievable as it may seem, the true relationship only lasted a few months, and I am still paying for it six years later. God, if I could do things over again.
Keep posting. Your posts really help and I know what you are going through.
dazed
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