I got internalized in college(the second time), when I found out that my friend died. And I couldn't talk to anyone about it. Not my MOM, had not freinds and wouldn't talk to teachers or other people. I was not in contact with anyone who knew him anymore. And years later when I did get in contact with some of them, they would not talk about it. My mom told me to stop looking down and put a smile on my face. I don't know how to do that when I'm sad. So they put me on celexa. Which I've been taking ever since (or atleast some AD). Great way to deal with a death ah?!? I don't think I ever realy dealt with it. And now its so ingrained into myself that there is no hope of ever getting over this.
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