Posted by Dinah Seeks Support on March 8, 2014, at 9:09:07
In reply to Re: My therapist on extended leave » Twinleaf, posted by Phillipa on March 8, 2014, at 8:43:16
I think I'm worse today. I'm just sitting and staring and trying not to cry. My therapist-mother is sick or hurt, might be dying. The risperdall helps, but not enough.
He may not be conscious or able to communicate. Or maybe he's in jail, or maybe he consciously sent me that cruel note.
I'm trying to believe he's in jail. Anything else is too hard to think of.
He works alone. I don't know any way to get info except the counselor he directed me to, and he probably won't say anything. I'll probably never know.
I feel like I did when Daddy died. As if I'm breathing out pain.
Even tho I felt like I was ready to quit.
Oh how I wish I'd quit sometime in the last few months. Then I could be oblivious.
I suppose I just need to grieve this loss as if a family member had died. Grief is natural.
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