Posted by baseball55 on December 22, 2013, at 19:29:08
In reply to Re: Is there a point to life/Posters, posted by stargazer2 on December 22, 2013, at 16:12:54
> I've done all of these things without any improvement in my situation. It isn't always such an easy answer. Animals, nursing homes and nature don't always restore your will to live...sometimes the will to die is much stronger than the will to live. It isn't what I want but it is what it is.
I have felt this way many times. I don't know if there is an answer. Sometimes I have hope, sometimes I don't. I try to keep connected in whatever ways possible. Sometimes that helps, sometimes it doesn't.
I wish you the best and pray you try to stay connected and keep, at least, posting and reaching out. That feeling of disconnection is the most painful feeling in the world. That feeling of wanting to give up is so painful, and so hard, too. Because suicide is not an easy thing to complete. The mind and body fight against it. I know. I have attempted suicide three times. I have spent weeks, months, in psych wards.
Keep posting, if you can. Keep trying. I wish you hope and peace. But mostly hope.
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