Posted by sassyfrancesca on September 2, 2011, at 15:43:57
Some of you may remember my financial angst from years ago, and now I have had to only see my t once or 2 times a month and i can't really afford that.
He agreed to let me pay a little less, but I said I would repay him at a later date and he agreed.
Unbeknowst to him, I have a friend (stranger to my t) who e-mailed him that she needed to see him but couldn't afford his full fee. He agreed to see her for x amount and didn't ask that she pay him back.
That he would take a stranger and not ask for repayment, but after seeing me for 7 years, didn't say that I wouldn't have to pay him back, felt like such a betrayal.
It feels like he would treat a stranger better than me.
I don't want to tell him I know this of course, cause he would think I put her up to that (I did; but I wanted to see how he would handle someone else in a financial crunch.)
I am alone for the past 7 years, and going to be 65 years old...after a 31 year abusive marriage, and he knows that being alone is right next to death...for me.
I feel angry, hurt and resentful, and do not want to feel this way about him.
I know I should discuss it, but (and I am a writer, author, LOL), not sure how to broach the subject, etc.
Love your thoughts, ideas.
Hugs, Sassy
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