Posted by Annabelle Smith on March 14, 2011, at 19:36:14
In reply to in chaos, posted by Annabelle Smith on March 14, 2011, at 19:27:59
I feel crazy, so crazy.
I feel out of control.I am driving myself crazy with all of these thoughts-- I am looking at every possible angle of the situation, but I really can't do anything about any of this until Wednesday, when I see my therapist. I just want to take a large dose of sleeping medicine and sleep until then-- this place of indecision is tormenting.
Also, I just got back from spening a couple of days at home with my family-- that induced a huge amount of other things that are overwhelming. And there are problems with food again, not that they ever went away; but with stress, they get worse.
I can't stand this; I can't stand to be alone in my mind like this; I can't stand waiting; I can't stand it. Dear God.
poster:Annabelle Smith
thread:980467
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