Re: (((((10derheart))))) » annierose

Posted by 10derheart on December 20, 2010, at 2:21:07

In reply to Re: (((((10derheart))))), posted by annierose on December 19, 2010, at 22:30:32

Annie, you are always so warm. You make me feel like you can somehow understand something you couldn't really understand (not knowing the specifics, I mean).
The hell of it is long-distance, long term (over 5 years total) *therapy* was terminated abruptly 10 months ago, yet he was willing to relate in limited ways and we continued contact, eventually having several healing sessions by phone and I visited my old city three months ago, so face-to-face with the goal of "doing over" such an awful termination. All was getting SO MUCH better, then today, he just writes - no more anything is the "right thing to do." No sorry, no why, no nothing. In fact he said "no explanations."
:-(
Sometimes I think he's insane, sometimes I think I am. It hurts horribly to be furious and curse a man you've loved and respected for years (and still do). So confusing.
Yes, my beautiful granddaughter who is nearly four wipes all the grief away, albeit temporarily. She is an angel. But....but....I can't be with her 24/7 and night comes....
MDD (presently in complete remission); ADD-Inattentive type; mild anxiety (not fomally dx'd)
Meds: Strattera 80 mg q day

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