Posted by Annabelle Smith on September 25, 2010, at 17:47:55
In reply to Re: borderline personality disorder » Annabelle Smith, posted by mystickangaroo on September 25, 2010, at 17:01:10
Thinking about all of this makes me feel like I'm in hell. Swirling thoughts. up and down. and chaos. I don't have my session until Wednesday and I feel like I can't stand it until then. I have to write papers for my courses and can't concentrate. It makes me feel dizzy and gives me a desire to binge or do anything to take away the confusion and chaos.
It goes back and forth between totally dependency and a desire for total independence. Either I want someone to totally save or I don't want their help at all. But I know that I can't do it by myself.
poster:Annabelle Smith
thread:963658
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