terminated with T and unravelling

Posted by deerock on June 14, 2010, at 14:25:22

hi everyone,
about 1 month ago i terminated with my T. it was a rocky termination. she didnt expect it.
since i left, i resumed smoking pot which i had stopped 6 months ago. i had stopped for 18 months and started again and stopped for 6 months twice. i started back up about 2 weeks after terminating with her. i go to AA for the pot. im a little concerned about my pot use. more than a little actually. once i do it i do it all the time. i get obsessed.
i texted my T to tell her wahts going on. we made an appt for next week.
im not sure what to make of all this. i dont even want to stop smoking pot but i know its majorly destructive. i hope i dont smoke myself into having no life and missing out on getting better.

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