Posted by deerock on December 14, 2009, at 3:51:21
In reply to Re: flip flopping from aware self to sick self, posted by emilyp on December 13, 2009, at 22:20:19
hi emilyp, im not sure if its fear that i wanted her to feel. maybe i said that wrong.i think it was more disgust. our whole relationship is based on my feeling like a leper and her feeling that im just fine. i never believe her and then i get angry when she says she cant see how aweful i am. i think i wanted her to feel my pain. i dont think i really wanted to frighten her.
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