Posted by deerock on December 13, 2009, at 12:24:21
In reply to Re: flip flopping from aware self to sick self, posted by Nadezda on December 13, 2009, at 11:58:30
Nadezda, thanks so much. your post makes much sense. i will read it a few more times to digest. seriously, thanks very much.
i think a lot of things scared my T.
as i think of this more, i realize how what i said was so scary. its not what i said as much as how easy it would be for me to make it a reality given someone i know. i think thats what scared her. this makes much more sense now. that poor woman. i bet she sh*t her pants. she is a freaking saint for continuing to work with me. i can see why she was so frightened...and i dont think i even meant to do that. add to this that i was abusing sleep meds when this went on. wow. this is getting interesting.
im going to re-read what you wrote.
i think the biggest challenge here is trying to determine what you said quite well:
You did a consult, and that T thought it made sense to go back-- but you are the ultimate authority. You'll know your own answer, if you look into yourself. You, after all, are the only one who can know.nadezda, thanks again.
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