Posted by blahblahblah on November 8, 2009, at 17:26:55
In reply to Re: worried about T » blahblahblah, posted by Phillipa on November 7, 2009, at 11:29:11
So, T rang me last night to tell me something so i though i'd address her bout her i felt bout the phone coversation. She wouldn't have a bar of it. Wouldn't let go the fact that i so called said something i don't remember saying. and then goes well i'll accept it as your reality. i told her that was a cop out. then she denied saying she said i was dissociating which she definatley said. so pretty much if she said i said something it has to be right, but if i say she said something i must be wrong. how does that work?
then she kept saying why are you so upset about this. what is really the problem. you are being irrational. and i kept saying i am upset that you will not listen to what i am saying and that you are arguing with me and not being fair with me. then she goes oh this is bulls%$# blah. Which i replied with F$%# you. and hung up the phone.
I have not spoken to her since. I don't know what is going on. i am worried about her but also upset that she is not acting like my T and i felt like i was arging with a parent or teacher. she used firm teacher tone and was talking down to me as if i was being an idiot. I'm so upset because this is sooo out of character for her. she was so amazing for so long. she didn't care how i felt, and she knows i cut myself yet she just let me get angry and hurt on the phone without knowing if i was ok. i am meant to be seeing her tomorrow...but i don't know what to do now.
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