Posted by raisinb on March 16, 2009, at 17:11:29
In reply to so finally, I am *furious*, posted by raisinb on March 15, 2009, at 15:18:21
She's coming back early--next Thursday.
This should be wonderful news, right? Intellectually I know that. But in my gut, I feel like, "uh uh. No way am I going back in there" combined with anxiety--what if I don't take the appointment and she gives it to somebody else?
Sheesh. This is why I need therapy!
I am up for tenure this year and my big "hearing" is on Thursday morning. I am too panicked about that to think about anything else stressful--maybe that's it.
Anyway, I can't bring myself to call her back, but I'm stressed about not calling. What a mess.
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