Re: Well, I tried w/my pdoc » Dinah

Posted by antigua3 on December 31, 2008, at 11:07:16

In reply to Re: Well, I tried w/my pdoc » antigua3, posted by Dinah on December 30, 2008, at 22:18:01

Thanks so much, Dinah. I know many people have been skeptical of my relationship w/him (not saying you!) and wondered why I kept going. I've realized now that I missed a lot along the way, or at least I wasn't ready to "see" him. He has been pretty rotten at times, but he seems to understand better now.
That said, I'm terrified that the other shoe is going to drop. Getting connected and caring means I risk abandonment and loss. And that is what will happen after I get through this w/him. He will abandon me and I will feel the loss. All I have to go on is that if we work hard enought at it, it won't feel the same.
thanks again, and Happy New Year!
antigua

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