Posted by Wittgensteinz on December 19, 2008, at 9:22:01
In reply to omg, i exploded...**Trigger**, posted by B2chica on December 18, 2008, at 15:57:58
(Ok, I replied to your first post and will reply to the other 2 separately, otherwise there's too much to respond to in one go - hope it makes some sense)
(((((B2chica)))))) - I'm sorry you don't feel supported. That's a very difficult feeling to have especially when you feel so vulnerable.
It's horrible when you desperately need to talk but can't and feel like bursting. I'm sorry your session didn't go better than it did. Will you have the chance to see her again before the holiday break?
Please keep safe over Xmas - please try to force yourself into situations where you can't act on those suicidal impulses - I know it's hard but please try to protect yourself. Life really is too precious to lose it.
I'm trying my best to understand how frustrating and disparaging it must be to feel out of control while in session as different parts emerge - I don't experience this so can only stand from the side and try and show my empathy for what you are going through. I'm really sorry - it sucks :( - but clearly littleone needed to speak, even if it didn't suit the timing.
I like the image of a circle of babblers (the family) forming a protective circle around you. Cradling you. I think for many of us, this is our last week of work/study before the Christmas break and so we aren't as attentive as normal (probably that doesn't offer much comfort but we are still here).
Can I write a message to littleone? I'd love to give you a big hug and let you stay some time here , where it's safe. I'm going to decorate my Christmas tree tonight and you're welcome to join in, or just hide under the branches among the presents, wrapped in a warm blanket. I've also got a big friendly puppy who loves to give kisses or bring a ball that you can throw and he'll retrieve 100 times! He'll happily keep watch over you, keep you safe.
Witti
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