Posted by Nadezda on November 24, 2008, at 23:03:06
In reply to Re: My T » Nadezda, posted by llurpsienoodle on November 23, 2008, at 18:52:27
Hi Llurpsie.
No, he's not named Yalom. :) ( I think) I can't say I would ever be tempted to see the author of Yalom's books--
But even though I'm considering ending the therapy with him, today (as opposed to yesterday and probably tomorrow) I feel that can't leave without making sure there isn't something I've overlooked, or there isn't any way that what he's doing makes sense, or could be constructive.
I often feel some of these feelings-- even t hough I think he's wrong about what they mean, or where they come from. I just don't know--
I have to come to a place where I'm fairly sure that I'm doing the right thing, not getting hopeless when things get more difficult, because I don't feel able to conquer the difficulties.
Not that I should stay, if it's only hanging on at any cost.
I'm moving closer myself to thinking there isn't any way out, and on many days think it isn't worth it any more to go through this-- and that it's starting to erode some of the progress I've made--
It would be a huge decision.
But it does help to know that people see it this way-- even though some days I feel as if it's one of these hidden image puzzles, where I just can't see the image among all the chaotic lines.
Thanks for giving me your response.
Nadezda
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