Posted by Suedehead on October 15, 2008, at 6:41:26
In reply to Re: How often do you....? » JayMac, posted by 10derHeart on October 14, 2008, at 23:47:21
I think about him constantly. The best way to describe it is that I am in a perpetual imaginary dialogue with him. I often wish that he could just follow me around all day and experience every moment of my life with me. This sounds pretty extreme, I guess, but things aren't going well for me lately, I'm far away from all of my close friends, and I need to feel close to somebody. I don't mean to imply that my attachment to him is impersonal, or that *anyone* would do. But I'm sure that the lack of intimacy in the rest of my life has something to do with the enormous importance I attach to him right now.
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