Posted by obsidian on October 1, 2008, at 21:51:34
In reply to My apologies to all, posted by Dinah on October 1, 2008, at 11:28:52
> My incompetence has been crashing in on me suddenly. In all aspects of my life. I don't like doing things I can't do well, in this case life. The thoughts have been coming back. I don't think my therapist takes it too seriously, because it's so sudden. Or maybe he's gotten used to my being "better", and doesn't want me to feel bad.I think I might feel some things like that right now. and I don't want my therapist to know that I am not doing well right now. I even imagined leaving it out somehow, but that just doesn't feel right. I don't like not telling the truth though.
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> I feel like I'm rapidly approaching shutdown, if I haven't gotten there already. I just want to curl up and die. Not that I'll do anything affirmative about it. And wishing doesn't seem to work.yeah, I've my own version of that theme, wanting to curl up and die
> I think I got my first hot flash last night. Either that or some diabetic thing. I feel awful on so many levels.
I hope things improve for you soon.
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